Excited to meet you!
HEY! I'm so excited to meet you!
My name is Hannah.
Plot twist.. I'm actually way more introverted.
At least until you really get to know me and I feel comfortable to be ME or that's how it used to be..
Growing up, I was loved but raised in silence. The kind that teaches you not to talk about the things that hurt. The kind where shame, habits, and more are handed down like a family recipe. I learned early how to shrink myself to keep the peace, how to make others comfortable while I carried the weight (literally and emotionally) of everything that went unspoken. I learned how to care for others, but I also learned how to do that at my own expense at times.
By the time I was an adult, I had survived rape, narcissistic relationships of all kinds (not just romance), depression, anxiety, harming my body to cope, and craving validation in all the wrong places. I spent a long time running from my body, hating my reflection, numbing with food, and trying to be strong while silently breaking.
BUT GOD - He didn't let my pain go to waste.
Now if that isn't your "thing" - before you roll your eyes, I hear ya. Did I forget to mention in my story I had my own church hurt? HEAR MY HEART: I don't expect you to believe what I believe and no this isn't Christian coaching. However, in my personal life and even social media-I will never stop talking about the God who met me in the middle of my mess and reminded me I was never meant to stay there because it IS part of my personal story.
My faith is a lifeline. It's what carried me through when I had no words left. It anchored me and allowed me to start shedding the layers of who I THOUGHT I had to be. I literally can't tell my story of who I am authentically without Him because He was in it ALL even when I didn't feel it at the time.
It was in the trenches He used it all & brought me here to where I stopped hiding. I stopped apologizing for being " too much" or feeling "not enough". I stopped stuffing down my voice. I stopped playing nice with pain. I lost the weight that was protecting me, not just on my body but everywhere else too. I stepped into healing, freedom, and fire. I found PURPOSE from my pain. Now I still get to love, care, and uplift others but in a way that still honors me. My story may look messy and hard to many but it brought me to THIS...
Because of it, I have the pleasure of working with the ones who’ve also carried it all : the pain, the pressure, the perfection and who are finally ready to reclaim their body, voice, and fire… and live like they mean it.
Whether you partner up with me for more choices, freedom, income or achieving everything you thought you couldn't have- I can't wait to do life TOGETHER!!!
FUN FACTS
I am a single mom to an epic and RARE kid.
Movies & Music are LIFE.
I will choose sour candy, carrot cake and fruit desserts over chocolate rich things ANY day!
My music playlist is alot like me. Just when ya think you know me.. the next song comes on out of nowhere. haha It really is a musical buffet and we are serving all the decades and genres.
My humor is somewhere between dark, sarcastic, and why am I laughing this hard that was way too cheesy and dorky..
I love to cook, but LOVE to go rogue. Recipes are more like guidelines. Just roll with it!
I typically change my hair color often.
I am equally low key and EXTRA.
I love to travel.. like my soul craves just hopping in a car and driving cross country or anywhere really.
The rest we'll just have to connect and see!